missing you

2009-10-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

super long no blogged. sianzation.. 4 last days to army! n so much haven do n prepare.. =(((

2009-08-10T09:55:00.000+08:00

super long no update!!!
hahas..
wishing time!!!
although bdae still far..
buht enlistment coming soon!!!
any1 wan to get or do wat is listed below with me are MOST WELCOMED TO TAG MY TAGBOARD N WE CAN ARRANGE! =D
wanna get the following b4 my army life!!
1stly.. A GF? =p XDDDDDDD
okok..
1stly.. a CAP!!
to hide my botak head when army comes.. lols..
2ndly.. a pool cue! yes! decided le.. =D jus get a not so ex de..
like.. ard 60? =)
3rdly.. a new hp!! nt to use for army la..
cui lor.. hp all spoilt.. nt auto restart de den is auto no reception de arbo is auto discharge batt de!!!
sianz rite.. 3 hp.. none can use!!! =(
i wan a Iphone!!! =(
4thly.. car car!!! tis one.. super hard.. =(
5thly.. a camera! loves snapping fotos >< hahs.. if ur noe me.. i can quite zilian..
although very long nv le!!!
6thly, a DS!! sum games quite fun.. =p
7thly.. lucky 7!! i mean tis is nt at the last cuz nt impt but MOST IMPT!!!
wanna get my accessories!!!=D
shld be ard like tt le..
next is wat i wanna do b4 i start army life.. =(
1stly.. ice skating!!! miss it lots!!
2ndly.. go singapore flyer.. >< as a singaporean yet nv go up b4.. =(
3rdly.. get drunk!! woots.. ><
4thly.. watch more movie!!
5thly.. go eat seoul garden!
hahas.. shld b ard like tt.. still gt more cravings den i'll update!! =)

2009-08-01T11:26:00.000+08:00

wanna buy a personal cue!!!! =((((((
hmm..
recently really nthin much update sia.
overnight mahjong..
finally get to play again!
n i won. abit.. =p
hmm..
but super tiring..
esp when we gt belay the next day..
hwachong JC.
taiwan kids!!!
hahass.
had fun n alot fotos!! =D

2009-07-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

wun be updating recently..
as all is personal stuff..
too personal..
tt even i myself find it too hard to absorb..
all this changes in life..
ups and downs..
sadness n pain..
decision n options..
sigh..

jianliang be strong!

2009-07-13T15:45:00.001+08:00

been tiring for this few days.
n spending alot..
too much..
n jobs..
both part times is as gd as out of job..
imagine workin less den 4days a mth?
once per week?
i seriously nid a 3rd job..
sigh.. money money money..
everything is abt money.. sigh..

2009-07-08T10:09:00.001+08:00

body been aching over..
esp my back..
old le old le!!!
=(((
so tired tis few days..
all i wanna do n had been doing is slp..
sigh..
n tis aint helpin!!
felt the pain in my left kneecap once again ytd.
n even nw!!!
shag!!!! sigh

2009-07-07T12:02:00.001+08:00

so much happen....
n i nv update..
too tired to update..
n no camps!!
when will next camp come sia.. =(
n hell tired i'm recently..
keep slpin like pig.. ><
lazy write all le..
sum oso cant write..
ok la.. BBT car nite out was quite fun..
n.. yea.. tt's where it all started..

2009-07-02T21:48:00.003+08:00

quite sum time no blog le..
jus into details bah..
did another sch.. monday to tue only..
jap sch!!
damn funny kids..
sumtimes they really make u dunno wan scold them or jus let them be..
hmm.. but still fun..
esp their camp fire.. woots..
hahas..
but the night time nv slp much..
1st half is machiam interrogation.. -.-
den aft tt is hammock havock!
hahas..
hmm.. den alot talks..
aft tt wed pool n work at admiral bar aft such a long time..
n i kena taken abit of advantage!! =(
n today..
went watch transformers..
with FRIENDS.. =)
quite nice..
but y chop up audi tis way sia.. =p
n i'm lookin forward to tml! =)
nites..

2009-06-27T11:24:00.001+08:00

so much been going on..
but i'll be strong..
come on jianliang!!
anyway, taggers.. use ur own name pls..
n negative comments..
keep to urself..
OR..
SAY IT IN MY FACE..
type in front of com u oso happy??
if u happy.. den.. ok lor..
up to u..
i'll be more mature..
for a reason.. i'll be training up too..
knee cap ar knee caps..
pls dun fail me..

2009-06-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

1 more camp down!
NanHua High..
nt really high for 1st day but day 2 n 3 was great..
day 2 is full of outdoor..
but rain came..
but nvm..
indoor rock wall was fun too..
n i flew.. scary!!!
hahas..
but all my grep went up n cleared! =D
day 3 outdoor cookin abit indoor but fun too..
hahas.. 5 spoons of bake beans as forfiet per game abit.. oops..
hhas..
hmm..
den i gt a card frm them!! sweet rite..
=))
n i gt them sweets.. hahas..

2009-06-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

back from camp!!!
XinMin sec..
very suay camp for me..
go there in high mood..
but.. day 1 belay sch is so tiring n stress follow by blind man bluff where my grp gt ppl injured..
sadded..
day 1 nite injured my forehead tryin do a breakdance..
n sadly again.. failed..
day 2 try para para spin thingy end up bruises..
sianz sianz sianz la..
but ok la.. campers was well..
n activites was enjoyable..
although lookin at them belay i will stress,
hahas.. but well.. fun time..
n i had best female camper..
piggy.. hahas.. okok.. hui xin!
n ok la.. today n ytd went in passion..
yea.. no pay..
Bedok NPC..
wun say much..
except slack but tiring..
n ppl.. gt see my shades must tell me!!
oh ya oh ya..
sumtimes its so nice to have campers caring for u! hahas.. =p

2009-06-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

cant believe wat happen today..
went sun plaza walk walk n gt so many ppl look at me..
nt tt i hao liao or wat crap..
anyway, tis blog is mine izznt it.. lol..
anyway, a ps n an shuang thing..
walk out of arcade n gt tis ger shout "bye bye shuai ge"..
=p
n only me walkin out..
n omg la..
i nv even style hair..
oso dunno y i bitching abt all tis here..
hahas..
but y izzit i can b eye candy for XMM only sia..
my own age grp range.. =(
time to move on..
lets find jianliang a new gd gd gd gd gf for life.. =)

2009-06-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

did JPS!!! my own pri sch!!
hahas;.. 2 D no night again.
well.. nthin much..
tiring n abit fun..
n okok.. best female.. =)
photos up when i can bah. =)

2009-06-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

quite long no update time to update!
fri was queenstown sec 3rd day camp..
went to facilitate thier dance.. =)
i think i did well.. =)
hahas.. happy..
den aftn went SP for grad cere..
like.. FINALLY!! =DDD
n went back BTP to crazy with instructors..
n lastly nite dinner with jim venny john soonwei & merlyn..
was a totally great day..
BUT..
0 photos!
=(
den sat..
nthin much..
at nite went admiral with zhenxiang n his fren for drinks..
den sunday was jus dinner..
monday is my sengkang pri 5 camp..
hahas.. as usual photos up soon.. later..
n ya.. no over night..
at BTP.. the pond... simply 1 word..
SUCKS..
ok.. 4give my language..
n well nthim much say except tired!
but fun.. =D
den at nite admiral for my spicy chicken chop!!
=p
nice lor..
den today camp again..
cont from ytd..
had a fun n tiring day..
n campfire i messed it up but they 4give me..
heng heng.. n thank alot ppl..
=)
on bus back sign like superstar sia.. with cameras flashin n vids recordings..
lol.. =)

2009-05-30T10:10:00.002+08:00

3 lol instructors act cool

me n joyce

me n peilin

grp 5 n 6 instructors.

instr handsme.. ME =)

sum photos from coral sec.. as usual.

2009-05-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

back from camp once again..
tis camp.. 2 days 1 night 1 evening..
lol..
alot of things done..
mayb cuz sum is new etc..
so me.. nt new nt old..
had to do alot..
ps myself to max..
hahas.. but enjoyable..
anyway, day 1, rain sadly came..
n had to do TEAM indoors..
like.. omg.. sianz totally..
hahas.. btw, tis camp was a PINKISH BIMBOTIC camp..
-.-
insider joke.. lol..
n den day 2 was the activities..
dry rafting water rafting etc..
took sum photos.. n had my fair bit of swimming in a big big vest tt make me unable to swim..
lol.. as usual. photos up soon..
n YES..
my grp... had....
BEST FEMALE CAMPER!
last camp fuhua i had best male..
nw best female..
my aim n motivation is best grp!!!
jiayou jianliang n hope i can get a wonderful grp sooN!
=)

2009-05-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

I PASS TP LE!!!

GOT LICENSE LE!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

I WAN CAR CAR!!!

I WAN DRIVE!!!

2009-05-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

from my grp.. best male camper award!

photos with keewei class. =)

brothers.. lol..

my grp 12!!! =D

best female camper n me..

2009-05-23T09:40:00.003+08:00

back from camp again..
hahas..
hmm.. lets see..
tis time is....
FUHUA SEC!!!
fuhua oooeeeeiiii~~~~
ok. day 1..
reach sch late..
cuz i 4get my ip..
n aft tt i still 4get my bottle!!! siao liao lor..
den nvm..
get there..
play interactions games.. nt bad..
hahas..
n aft tt bus off to JBAC was wwwaaahhhhh~~~~
out driver lyk rushing time..
chiong so fast.. turn corner oso fast.. cut lane oso siao siao..
i always fall off~~ -.-
den reach earlier den alot..
settle down etc n heng heng my class all boys ownself 1 hut..
hut 9.. in middle.. =)
den day 1 was actually short day..
n for the night..
the guys was gd.. thanks alot guys..
day 2...
alot activities.. but alot cock up here n there..
so my guys n gers..
sry for sum part..
lost my cool at dinner duty..
mayb i too tired le..
roar!! next camp i try again..
hmm..
den campfire was super nice! enjoyed myself.
n i won the mid-campfire game with my grp..
=))
super tiring but fun!!!
tytyty..
day 3 i totally no voice..
><
ok.. those there will noe hw bad it was..
den nthin much le...
did a few sigin n hm swt hm..
hahas.. a few huh.
more like a few "10"s..
XD
ok.. tt's for me n my grp..
gt to noe sum from other grps too..
let me mention ur too..
oh ya.. b4 tt..
my grp gt best male camper!!!
thank instructors for ur vote.. n gd job sun zhong..
ok..
cont..
best female camper..
vivian..
dance is nt bad la hor..
but take note of ur outfit while dancing.. =p
n erm.. ya..
punch me huh.. =.=
ok la.. n ur hairband still with me eh..
nv take back jiu go hm!!!
anyway, she was the one who started callin me mango i think..
n keep thinkin i'm keewei, coming to talk to me..
sumtimes knowing i'm mango sumtimes thinkin i'm kiwi.. -.-
hahas..
n thank for the milo..
sry had to let u wash the cup..
next is dumb chai!
erm..
oso 1st.. thank for the milo..
although very little.. hahas..
n erm.. ur dancing oso take note outfit hor..
den sry cant give u my contact..
if u able sumhw get it den ok lor..
lol..
ok la.. is rosslyn chai. =)
will try upload fotos.. =)
but sadly tis camp..
i dun have grp photos with my kids..
but i gt with class 2i5.
so mayb i up tt here bah..

2009-05-15T23:32:00.001+08:00

suddenly very lazy to post..

2009-05-09T17:33:00.002+08:00

Group 8 ( L.A.)

Group 9 (Tokyo)

ShiHui & Me

others photos on fb bah.. =)

2009-05-09T17:15:00.004+08:00

time to update!!
finally back from camp.. YTD..

n well..

SNGS..

my group was....

*drums roll~~~~*

GROUP 9!! a.k.a TOKYO..

from class 3H..

H O P E !

nice name.. =)

anyway, during day 1..

tis smart class.. the EC batch..

was like.. so hard to get thier response..

getting my O.O

den reaching the camp site..

i did a lousy job at ice breaking..

n yea..

comments by them was all described nearly by all as PMS..

girls sch style??
i dunno la..

aft tt at activitiy, was not bad response but again.. at reflections etc..

they were silent.. sigh..

they say they were lyk tt in class too..

but i guess partly my issue..

den day 2..

high E was a killer..

so nice my grp start from easiest to hardest..

n well.. meaning as the difficulty increase for them,

my physicall lvl is dropping..

thus.. oso getting harder n harder for me..

esp at the last element..

high wall..

all i did was to belay 5 of them n i already breaking down..

right leg shaky, both arms weak..

n gd thingy is 2 of them reach the top..

using e hardest path..

congratz n well done ger..

aft lunch, was the stations games..

a few they didnt really complete..

n i can see thier bu gan xin..

aft tt.. event of night..

CAMPFIRE..

was nt bad..

jus abit rush..

n i must say 3H was gd.. =)

n all ended on day 3..
n my grp was in charge of canten for area cleaning..

n instructors comment was..

one of cleanest canteen clean up seen..

hahas.. gd job rite.. =))

n lastly for my grp 9..

for any part of camp where i had nt been a gd instructor,

sry abt it.. n ur can tag me..

i read ur de blog..

sum of urs..

sumhw i found 1..

n others..

photos will b up soon i hope..

2009-05-02T09:14:00.002+08:00

woots.. pain pain..
sun burned back again..
next week most prob going to camp to drop skin.. hahas..
went sentosa ytd with CHA instructors..
a few of us only..
but oso my 1st outing with them..
dun count the mahjong sessions la.. =p
den hmm..
5 of us tt played..
namely, me, aaron, winston, jacinda, vince..
n a supporter tt went to see see..
samantha!! lol..
due to ppl late etc..
we ate breakfast at vivo toast box b4 going in..
lol.. den heng nt alot ppl sia..
so gt court to play..
but we only 5 ppl ma..
so play with others..
win n lost sum. total to ard 8 games..
but but but.. nv shuang dao sia..
partly nv spike dao much..
partly no much erm..
yes.. no much synergy..
tt's the word.. w enot high enuf to play as a gd team..
so yea.. NEXT TIME!!!
must gt next time.. =)
well.. n took abit photos b4 n aft we left sentosa for dinner..
@ pasta mania..
den went for movie where more instrutors came..
total of 13 of us went to catch it..
X-Men.. hahas..
tt's actually requested by me.. oops..
they dunno bah.. XD
den well.. the show okok nia sia..
nt as gd as i expected..
so yea.. sry peeps.. ><
awaiting nexdt sentosa!!
nw.. time to slp.. again.. =p
tired..

2009-04-29T12:25:00.003+08:00

lol.. dunno y..
recently keep having mahjong cravings..
but play with gers will cfm lose..
lol..
had gelare last nite..
with jim john merlyn shuzhen..
lol.. 5 ppl 2 waffles..
cuz 1 missing..
arbo shld b 3 waffles..
hmm.. den meet aaron baoyun shelly talk at sakae..
where baoyun have her dinner..
talk abit nia..
den they went winston hse for over night mahjong..
n again i heard is baoyun win..
lol..
okok.. time to rest b4 later gt to work sia
=)
1st day.. lol.

2009-04-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

woots..
jus mahjong.. hahas..
play super slow sia us..
2plus to 6 plus only 1 round!!! can u believe it..
slowest i ever played..
but ok la.. along the way.. joke etc..
played with baoyou winston arron..
camp HA instructors..
=)
the supposingly say herself noob de is the winner..
lol.. only 1 her sia.. opps..
anyway, ya!! gt next camp to do le!!
in may.. may 6.. =DDD
awaiting.. hahas..
but i nt enuf shirt sia..
hmm.. den yeah.. ppl..
i mean the 3 of ur la..
enjoy ur nite..
join ur next time ar. psps..
mahjong more next time k?? =)))

2009-04-24T08:15:00.003+08:00

back from camp once again..
sun burned~~~!!!
lol.. jus 3 sessions sia..
i took the hottest de lah..
zzz belayers.. lol.. k chill..
den no instructors help me agian..
only 1.. dun mention name..
later all start playin soccer again..
hahas.. soccer.. belayers team..
anyway, this BLGPS de P5 kids really can dance.
oh man.. last time P5 where gt dance lyk them..
so nt like P5 when the dance..
even e princess lyk tt de..
let me gua mu xiang kan at camp fire..
hahas..
nthin much to say abt tis camp oso le..
awaiting my next camp..
n oh man.. i simply cant dance..

2009-04-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

seriously..
i dunno wat to do sia..
wat to do.. abt you.. or for others.. "her"..
shld i carry on tis way..
is it the rite thing to do..
i dunno.. who can tell me..
you tell me hao ma..
yes u.. the ger i talkin abt..
world seems so similar n close..
yet so different n far..

2009-04-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

holla!!
tired tired tired.. ><
4D4N with camp HA!
from wed to sat..
wed to thurs was belay time for NanHua Pri5 kids!
injuries ard hands n fingers..
worn out in the 3 belay sessions..
but.. still fun! =))
gt to noe sum instructors n alot of things happen in the camp too..
fri to sat was RadinMas Pri3 Kids..
camp at bottle tree park yishun..
my grp 10 gt 14 kids.. all diff etc..
hard to bond but at least manage to bond quite ok..
n my evaluation came nt bad by them.. happy!!!
hahas.. short 2D1N camp but i'm sure they enjoyed sum where here n there bah..
i scolded sum of them too.. ><
for their safety mah.. n of cuz..
gt to noe even more instructors..
but nv slp tru out the camp.. hahas.. sentry was fun..
n lame n scary!! ask me for details.. so much..
hahas.. n aft tt went hm.. slept abit b4 going out dinner with camp HA instructors at bugis chuan yi pin..
sibei fun n nice n fun n high..
alot is i nv see b4 de ppl..
sum very senior instructors.. but still can talk n sing..
oh sing.. bcuz we eat jus beside top one..
den they actually let us dian ge. no mic but we jus sing..
so high tt night..
my voice cui.. but well.. sing along..
n tt's hw i now so tired. .><
hahas.. shall end here..
n wait my next camp!!!

2009-04-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

shall b away for a few days.
miss me bah.. lol..

2009-04-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

lazy blog..
jus had a fun balling time..
jus post on the other blog..
here.. jus let tis simple post be my post of day bah.. =)
shall ends with.

Nv Give Up.

2009-03-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

time for a short post..
aft grad.. nthin to post..
everyday rot at hm.
n yep..
i'm still jobless n in debt..
so any1 who gt job.. PLS JIO AR!!!
n hmm..
injured.. at spine... down to legs..
sigh..
tis time i can feel the seriousness le..
tried to cont balling..
but every time i jump i feel the pain.
n aft jus 1 game..
my body wan to break..
sigh..
cant drive too sia..
CAMP HA 's camp is taking so so so long to come..
sigh.. i nid income seriously too..
n i nid sum motivations..
=p
ok la.. time find a gf le..
opps.. arbo army den work den dun nid have family le. =(
but currently.. no target leh..
so again.. any1 gt intros must intro k? ><
n lastly.. tis coming sunday..
forced to ORG.. ROAR..
ok here goes details :
Event Name : Chilling Out Lunch?
Event Purpose : Belated celebrations of (1) MY GRADUATION! (2)Merlyn bdae (3) Venny 1st book out.
Event Location : North Zone - Yishun, Sembawang, Khatib, Woodlands. (might move abt u noe..)
Event Dress Code : Formal. =) nah.. joking la.. Casual..
Event VIPS : Merlyn, Venny, JIANLIANG!!!, Soonwei, Jim, Longteng.
Invited ppl : every1 who read this. =)
To bring List : (1)MONEY!! arbo eat wat.. lol.. (2)Ezlink card (3)Present for merlyn *if prepared hao le*

P.S. More details contact JianLiang via SMS @ 98156368.

2009-03-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

hmm..
actually gt ppl say i MIA..
=p
i tot tis blog no1 read le sia..
anyway,
aft grad nthin much to blog oso..
slp eat running bball mahjong..
tt's randomly taking place..
den attended hey gorgeous finals tt day at west coast plaza to support katty..
although she nv win..
but is gd effort le rite..
next yr su min turn? lol..
den sentosa nc really go..
n gt ppl ask me y no find new gf oso..
think u wun read but i jus say lo..
nt i dun wan oso ar..
hahas..
can let go of past is can let go.. 1st issue..
2nd issue is.. oso no1 for me to fall for nw ar..
3rd issue is.. no1 fall for me!
hmm..
den aft tt..
see hw thingys go bah..
JOBLESS.. no income..
hw to support gf oso rite..
den recently had venny bdae celebration at swensen..
a gd "event"..
lol.. n he tml go tekong le..
n very sry i cant go in with u!
hmm.. den jus came back from chalet..
my class de.. poly class..
went over for BBQ..
ytd nite was go Ehub Ri Ben Chun..
katty's treat.. THANZ ALOT!!
faster tag the photos on FB..
although i dun look nice.. =p
n nw go reast b4 i nid go training for camps..
of cuz.. let me go fb check those emails..
fellows Facilitators in future.. =)

2009-02-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

FINALLY A GRAD.

life suddenly holds no goals..

2009-02-20T09:28:00.003+08:00

yawn!!!
tmd tired..
even after nearly 17 hrs of slp skipping my dinner last nite..
omg.. i skipped dinner!!!
fooodd~~~ =(
abit bo bian..
no updates since tue which began my nearly 57hrs w/o slp!!!
tue was paper 1..
confident paper aft alot alot revision..
but whole paper diff from past..
-.-
think cant do well liao..
n aft tt.. ma shang study for paper 2..
at nite oso chiong til morning cuz morning paper..
-.-
aft paper 2 den ma shang study paper 3 on same day de nite..
chiong lyk siao oso cant complete.. =((
n aft paper 3..
FINALLY time to rest abit..
but impromto decision go yh hse..
to study paper 4..
hahas..
stuldy till 1 am we went mj..
4 rouns till next time aftn liao..
den makan n go hm..
ending my slpless spree..
now gt to study for paper 4 liao.. sad.. =(
awaiting grad~~~~!!!!

2009-02-15T09:28:00.002+08:00

roar..
sick and injured.. =(
crappy..
injured on fri started faling sick on thurs..
wth..
n nw cant really walk liao..
sigh..
exams simply next week!!
GG..
alot dunno..
n cant go sch study or ask frens/lecturers..
ZEM ME BAN!! =((
spend vdae in yishun polyclinic..
-.-
n ps to jim n mer..
sigh..

2009-02-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

fast updates..
alot happened tis nearly a week..
including fri de AISS trip..
my clay gone le.. sadded..
but able play piano again..
n yeah.. aiss seem still the same old place..
n memories are so real lyk jus ytd..
sat was stay hm mostly..
ok.. went amk in aftn for short walk n $1 activity with ZX..
n yeah.. sunday free much jus sentosa..
n gt myself burn badly.. =((
nw still pain..
n monday sch was roar.. painfull..
wear singlet still pain..
night went JP de NYNY dinner..
4 of us nearly 100 bucks..
but ok la. nt bad..
n took merlyn eeyore hm..
hahas.. 2 eeyore occupy half my bed.. -.-
imagine tt..
mine n hers.. lol..
n den nthin much 4 monday bah..
i gt miss out wat ppl tag my board says.. =p
den today.. interview.. abit screwed..
n saw wenqi in her sec sch uniform..
aiseh.. ok.. she's my cousin.. -.-
n grow up le sia.. lols.
almost cant recognise.. =p
n aft tt is study study study.
b4..
..
..
GELARE!!
woots.. our tue activity!!!
damn nice.. n we almost broke high score for photo hunt..
well.. we broke our own record at least.. =D
lets jiayou!!
n yeah.. completed the bishi bashie..
n ID~ed, THOTD4~ed etc..
=DD
fun day..
n Guo Dong Qi stayin over my hse tonight again..
n she's merlyn daughter..
the eeyore.. hahas.. LOL..
lets await tml de CUP NOODLES DAY!!!
for the TUE WAFFLE GANG!!
n yeah.. today almost fight in sch..
i mean.. almost beat up sum1..
a asshole..
i stop to let him pass n he jus bang me..
den still point middle finger..
unable take it.. i shouted vulgarities straight out..
n my frens cant take it down wan bash him up..
but he ran away n we didnt bother to chase tt coward much..
tmd freak coward..
ok.. sianz thing dun talk le.. =)

2009-02-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

woots.. busy day.. damn busy..

morning was at chong pang..

n buy toto. share with class de..

lets all pray will TTT.. TIO TOTO!!

den our chalet car everything ok liao..
lol..

den went sch..

so qiao.. met liting(sim) at mrt station..

went sch tgt den..

n she stress me out..

cuz she gt test..

den was tryin to memorise laws on the way to sch.. ><

aft tt sch do abit work den lunch with my nu er.. hahas..

jiabei la..

den guess wat. 3pm get to noe 4.40 gt the distinction panel.

-.-

rush hm change n take things..

damn rush..

on way back oso gt meet fren..

tis time is pri sch de liao..

miss xin ni..

lols..

den chit chat on way hm.. tryin hide my anxious..

but still very obvious i think.. =(

den went back sp already late..

den i think minus alot marks..

but heng still can go in..

nt as hard as tot or told.. -.-

hope can go well..

n thus..

FYP OVER LE!!!

woots...

hahas..

den jus now at sun plaza..

heard my name.. turn ard n saw xueting..

lol.. nt bad sia.. gt ppl rmb me.. ><

hahas.. nw hm wait my FOOD! =D

n finally get our cert..

2009-02-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

rawr..
2 more weeks to exams..
n haven start revision!
sigh..
today morning went 8am lesson..
den we went off to JP for breakfast n movie..
movie treat by CM..
wonder y sudden treat.. lol..
watched Love Matters.
nt bad show..
funny enuf.. hahas..
den went back to SP..
den aft tt de. i skip most details bah..
n woots..
waffle ice cream gathering weekly starting tis week.. lol..
abit ex seh.. ><

2009-02-01T20:12:00.004+08:00

wah seh!!!
ren ri n i'm hm alone for the whole day!!! =(((
bored si leh!!!
n nv get to have my lao yu sheng!!!
roar!
sigh...
n vdae coming liao..
n guess wat..
no valentines..
means going b lonely weekends at hm again liao..
sigh.. =(
no outing no mj no everything le sia..
think vdae sure lyk today..
jio ppl go out no1 come out liao..

2009-01-31T15:59:00.000+08:00

rawr..
to think my previous post still okok..
aft tt nia busy lyk hell..
sch ended on thurs n receive bad news for FYP..
end up all ppl come my hse..
not play..
but chion FYP..
chiong till morning..
NO SLP AT ALL!
zz..
tmd de tired..
den fri morning go hand up still gt alot taiji..
sigh..
den fri was mj at my hse.. n dinner..
den today..
time to rest but cant slp.. =((
so re watch my mvp valentines.. lol..
any1 wan dinner btw?

2009-01-29T13:26:00.002+08:00

updates for CNY!!
into day 4 liao..
chu xi was hm n went to qie shen with dad at MN..
den was caught in the rain..
high liao lo..
den day 1 was as usual..
went to 2 grands hse..
morning mum side followed by dads side.
as usual de cards game etc n of cuz red pkts collecting..
den day 2 went back grands hse for lion dance prog..
den stay there whole day n took those pic von upload on fb..
ytd was abit unlucky seh..
day 3..
went sch den amk hub meet up with sum of my cousins for movie..
namely, chinleng, hankeong, yvonne, kevin, ke ting..
had MOS b4 watchin "the wedding game"..
opps.. venny.. ps.. XD
anyway, didnt 4get to go NTUC Xtra to grab alot tibits.. -.-
until von bag almost explode..
n.. den sum where tt timing..
i lsot my keys..
dunno drop where..
but dunno where..
shld b ard cathay where floor is soft floor..
arbo whole chuck metal drop hw will no sound no ppl hear..
=(((
den aft movie all left n went to jim's hse..
play cards n ate popiah..
lol..
simple CNY days..

2009-01-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

INJURED!!
oh man.. toe is.. BLEEDING!!
went bball..
den was injured..
dunno y.. wanted play a nice game today..
but lyk sigh..
i think is do a e brake den toe nail broke..
=(((
n tis ang mo guy ram into me while i did a lay up..
i mean.. 2 ang mo guy..
den my knee was slam to the ground b4 1 of them lay ontop of me..
TMD FAT ASS!
=(((
ok.. talk abt happy thingy..
actually today bball gt ask a fren come de..
but tt fren cant make it here..
tis special fren gave me motivations to train up my bball during my sec sch days..
n well.. i wanna find a motivation to deepen my love for bball n to play it happily..
so ya.. u promised me a find a day bball!!
make it soon k?? i dying for tt day liao!!
n okok.. back from morning..
went sch earlier morning to do presentation PPT.
sigh.. my com cant use microsoft..
any1 gt installations can lend me??
anyway, den meet up with jim in LIB..
do work n dota abit b4 lunch..
well.. SP LIB oso nt lyk lib liao..
damn noisy lyk lan shop with lights.. -.-
ok nvm..
aft lunch is presentation interview..
nt very well done..
den the rest is FYP stuff le lor..
oh ya.. today niao JIM..
XD
joke of the day from him again..
lol..
i think he will kena shoot by me for tt 1 single comment..
at least last a mth?? =p
n shoot peilin alot oso..
sky's gf tt peilin..
she cant out talk me!! woots.. =p
today is a gd day to shoot!!

2009-01-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

EMO!!!

had lunch with 2 couple..

my bro & sis , classmate & Sp Xiao Hua..

shuai n chio liao lo..

imagine..

sigh..

left 1 couple right 1 couple.

all eat economical rice..

i eat mac..

left is merlyn right is yongheng, front left is jim, front right is katty..

woots..

n front is.. .. .. .. . . .. .

...

....

.....

....

...

wall.

-.-

ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!

-lonely baller-

2009-01-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

FINAL THEORY CLEARED!

woots.. finally done.. wahahah..
happy.. =DDD

2009-01-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

went out to sun plaza jus nw n nw my hp gt new vid le.
live @ SP pasta mania..
y leh.. cuz sum1 is tryin to b the next influential female in my life..
n tt sum1 is merlyn from my 2nd previous post..
wah seh..
2nd female to abe let me eat vege n fruits seh..
but is always use "her methods" to achieve it de.. ><
hahas..
sumtimes must give me face!! ><
esp at sbw, alot ppl noe me.. lol..

2009-01-20T17:03:00.001+08:00

wee!~~
i gt a lucky star.. hahas.
no1 noe who he or she is yet!! omg..
but quite true seh.. =p

2009-01-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

SPECIAL POST FOR BELOVED SISTER, MERLYN..!

must read n tag!!

dun say i nv post or mention abt u wor..

last nite talk to her.. but she rushin hmwk n was sick..

so didnt talk much..

n THANK ALOT ALOT ALOT for the nice morning call!! =D

although aft tt wait jim at mrt den late for class n so whole day nv go lesson..

but still ty.. hahas..

n saw her in morning, lunch , and dinner..

yep..

so today mainly wat i did is skip lessons liao.. n den dota abit etc..

hahas..

n at LJS, she kop my fries n crumps!! =p

ok la.. let u eat.. =D

n whole day tryin kaqiao me..

dunno y u today so high..

but no matter wat..

GET WELL SOON! =D

with tis i end my today's post..

-specially from ur kor-

2009-01-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

woots.. SUN BURNED!
lets see..
fri was mahjong with poly clique..
lost alot..
lol.. whole day we mahjong n mens talk at quans hse..
-.-
lame.. hahas.. n we realise exams 1 mth later nia..
so decide time wake up chiong our last sem..
every1 jiayou!!!
den sat went sentosa in morning with bro..
n.. gt my ISLANDER card!! =DD
happy..
hahas.. vball abit etc den went to changi for JL's bdae chalet..
over there mahjong n lost again.. -.=
simply bad luck..
n still came along naughty gina to kaqiao me..
cake smashing operation 1 success.. operation 2 failed.. -.-
n my hair was dyed green for being kind n help JL up..
lol.. ok la.. i oso involved in holding him down.. XD
den gina came along to chase me whole chalet!!
wth.. run with my low body conditions.. =(
den decide play.. dun run le..
so chaos.
den all my shirt short face hands everywhere kena.. -.-
but she oso kena alot.. =p
eh.. i noe shirt change she gt!
den sua.. i go hug every1!! =p
hahas.. den mn went hmm.
tis morning went sentosa! yes.. again!! XD
with Jamie n her pri sch mate, Nick n his gf..
lol. vball again plus sun tan today..
yes.. Tan is our surname!! dun suspect.. XD
den nw 3 colours liao.. ><
sad si..
1st time go sentosa with her.. lol.. nt bad.. quite fun.. =DDD
hmm.. but nw body physical lvl left 2% nia le.. ><
hahas.. ok la.. tml start chiong studies liao..
TY jamie for today ar.. enjoyed myself.. =D

2009-01-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

Rules and Regulations:

- Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself.

- People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

- At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

- No tag back.

1) Bio Chio Bu
2) lyk ppl to praise me
3) bad with words
4) evil
5) dunno hw to take care of ownself

6) emotional guy
7) tears easily with regards to certain issue
8) huge pride

9) even huge ego

10) lonely

So, 10 people to pass this on to:
-nobody

-somebody

-anybody

-everybody

-u

-him

-her

-them

-us

-we!

i'm kind here sia.. -.-

TEN ARE YOU(S)
Are you single - YES
Are you happy - abit bah

Are you bored - YES
Are you fair - NOPE
Are you Italian - -.-
Are you intelligent - quite bad.
Are you honest - depends.
Are you nice - depends to who.
Are you Irish - zzz
Are you Asian - de.

TEN FACTS
Full Name - Tan Kian Leong
Nicknames - Leong, JL, KL, ah liang, etc etc.. see friendster. -.-
Birth place - mount E.
Hair color - black.
Natural hair style - messy.
Eye colour - black.
Birthday - 15 dec.
Mood - tired.
Favorite color - blue
One place you'd like love to visit - her heart.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
Have you ever been in love - yep
Do you believe in love at first sight - still ok.
Do you currently have a crush? - sort of?
Have you ever been hurt emotionally - YES!
Have you ever broken someone's heart - i think so.
Have you ever had your heart broken - YES.
Have you ever liked someone but never told them - i think so.
Are you afraid of commitment - erm.. gd question.
Who was the last person you hugged - Gina.
Who was the last person you said I love you to? erm.. i 4get le.. so long le.. i think shld b lamers.

TEN THIS OR THAT
Love or lust - l0ve.
Hard liquor or beer - hard llqu0r.
Cats or dogs - d0gs.
A few best friends or any regular friends - a few best frlends.
Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy.
Pencil or Pen - pen.
Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic
Money or Happiness - 50/50
Night or day - nite
IM or phone - phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
Been caught sneaking out - nope.
Seen a polar bear - nope.
Done something you regret - YES
Bungee jumped - nope.
Eaten food that fell on the floor - alot.
Finished an entire jaw breaker- ??.
Been caught naked - nope.
Wanted an ex bf/gf back - once.
Wanted to disappear - yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
Smile or eyes - smile
Light or dark hair - dark
Hugs or kisses - hugs.
Shorter or taller - shorter.
Intelligence or attraction - 50/50.
Topman or Zara - anything
Funny or serious - see timing.
Older or Younger - younger.
Outgoing or quiet - outgoing.
Sweet or Bad - sweet.

TEN HAVE YOU
Ever performed in front of a large crowd - dun think so.
Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yup.
Ever tried walking on your hands - no.
Ever been to a rock concert - once.
Ever been on a cheerleading team - nope.
Ever been on a dance team - nope.
Ever been on a sports team - yes.
Ever been in a drama play/production - nope.
Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - haven.. soon?.
Ever been in a rap video? - nope.

TEN... LASTS
Last phone call you made - Kor.
Last person you hugged - GINA (tot top say le).
Last person you hung out with - JAMIE.
Last time you worked - stlll 0n-g0lng.
Last person you talked to - MUM.
Last person you IM'd - JAMIE.
Last person you texted - DAD.
Last person(s) you went to the movies with - JIM & MERLYN.
Last person/thing you missed - SENTOSA!.
Last website visited - facebook.com

2009-01-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

ROAR!!! SIBEI TIRED!
morning went sch..
den realise actually dun nid go..
so went lib..
but the com.. -.=
lousy.. cant watch my vid.. so went dota..
den merlyn n her classmate came.. n left earlier den me.. lol
aft tt lunch with marcus out SAC..
hw sad.. all FC so full.. we end up with cup noddles.. =(
den lab was crappy as usual b4 KFC dinner liao..
den.. NAPFA..
sigh..
conclusion..
i have a WEAK body..
i simply hate my arms..
n i thanz my legs.. although deproved alot..
below shall clearly explains y..
1st station was standing broad jump..
jump 256 aft aiming for 251 which give me a gd 5 points..
n could had challenge further.. but e tester dun let me do liao.. -.-
den following is sit n reach..
lousy bone too hard liao..
barely hit 42cm.. which only give me 3 points..
den is shuttle run..
ran a nice 9.3sec.. n gt another 5 points down..
4th is pull up..
tmd tmd tmd.. did 4 times.. sigh..
but only hit 4 max.. which spells 1 point.. (silver requires at least 2 points/item, total of at least 15)
So.. keep try n try..
but the 5th is nt counted as nt totally up..
den went ahead to sit up..
easily hit 30++ within a short period.. den with jon help,
abt 40sec plus i resting le..
gt 5 points with 44 sit ups..
up till here, b4 2.4km run, i had 19points liao..
so had a bet with the tester.. if i could take down a 5 points for 2.4 den he close 1 eye consider my 5th pull up as counted..
so i no choice had to do my best for 2.4 liao..
right start i chiong n took the lead of abt 200m from the 2nd person..
sounds nt bad.. but den cuz lyk tt..
the rugby gers team.. i think they tot i jus jogging..
suddenly dash onto field for their run..
den 1 of them bang into me..
waste me dunno hw many secs..
den still scream lyk is i xia dao her.. -.=
still nvm.. cause my shoe lace to drop..
den i waste again dunno hw many secs to tie it back allowin ppl to chase up..
tie hao le..
cont running.. see.. wakao.. 400m in 1.15 min including the 2 issue!
happy.. cont run.. lead n overtake ppl for abt 2.2km..
den felt sudden lost of air in my lungs.. n choke on my throat.. =(
so i had to reduce my speed totally.. end up ppl overtake me..
4 ppl to b exact! sigh..
n i end up with 10min 06sec for my 2.4..
won the bet..
so.. napfa gt silver le.. woth 25 points.. 4 A 1 C 1 D..
but well..
clearly see my 2.4 timing drop alot from my peak of 9min..
n my pull up really is big burden..
sigh..
从前，速度是我的信心与骄傲。
如今.. .. ..
无奈！
aft tt went to eat botak jones with the clique..
1st time aft very long all 8 of us eat tgt..
lol.. n so decide tml LQ hse MJ as celebration lyk tt..
nw hm.. simply tired.. =(
can sum1 give me a gd massage??
i'll b very happy. ><

2009-01-14T21:32:00.001+08:00

napfa tml.
gt to rest well today!!
pray no dreams lyk last nite tt make me so wanna msg or call u when i woke up..
but i cant..
today slack off tut.. nv go as late.. sigh..
den test dunno can pass anot..
aft tt went Far East meet Jim Mer n her fren..
slack slack ard eat den hm..
durian ban zai is nice!! agree?
nv intro wrong bah.. =)

what shld i do?? sum1 teach me..
i did all i can le.. or had i?

2009-01-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

time to clarify..
Searching for A pretty & sporty ger! : ) the 2nd line is my msn personal msg..
den ppl tot i openly look for GF..
wth rite..
actually oso correct la..
but den nt main izzue leh..
saw tis marathon event.. vertical challenge.. in feb 8..
den wan find a ger join lovers challenge with me..
cuz i think most gt chance is tt liao.. ><
but.. must hold hands climb.. -.=
think their stragety to make sure is real couples..
so tt's the part nid a pretty ger..
arbo i reach top jump down liao.. =p
den the building nt sibei tall but nt short too..
so must b sporty ger ma.. =.=
lol..
nthin post..
post tis.. XD

2009-01-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

quick updates for the weekends..
finally FYP is over!!
hmm..
sat was last day of spinnovex..
a few aiss juniors came down to SP..
miao xin and erm.. 4get her name.. only noe gt a P.. ><
ps ar..
den BERNICE n weiWEN..
showed them ard abit..
den skip closing n went to work..last min decision..
lol..
work was fun!!
buffet n dance rm..
so did little..
mix alcohol for them mostly.. lol..
n hahas. ownself oso drink.. =p
hmm.. den sum nt very nice things happened..
nt to me directly..
but ok.. sum guys in SG really very idiotic..
arbo next time wan do dun so dumb let ppl noe la.. -.-
den nvm..
sunday went gym in morning with soonwei..
woots.. actually is aftn..
train till arms sososo tired..
till nw still can feel tired arms.. =(
thurs napfa le!!
anyway, aft gym is hm dota abit b4 meet soonwei again at SSC..
tis time with venny..
walk ard abit..
they buy sum clothes..
b4 coming my hse watch Tv..
lol.. but environment nt bad de lo..
my parents not hm.. so while hse to us..
watch in dark with surround sounds de lor.. =p
n the wind is nice.. hahas..
den today sch again.. sianz..
but i pon all lessons..
too tired n sianz to go..
initally shld b go running..
but bcuz last min went watch movie with jim n mer,
cant go running le..
time la.. body la.. etc.. all nt suitable run liao.. =(
sry weiWEN!! tml k? =))
n hmm.
the movie..
red cliff 2.. quite nice..
but afew parts they nv show details.. -.-
overall.. nt bad.

2009-01-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

finaly my laptop is home.. aft lyk erm.. 36hrs nt at hm..
lol..
lets see what happened tis 36hrs..
aft my last post..
was rotting in T1541..
hardly gt visitor..
den so rot there..
n came along sum grps of sec sch ppl..
BUT BUT BUT..
tell them our proj they find sianz.. cuz main target is spastic children ma..
den tell them flash etc, too chim for them. -.-
tell them EEE thingy they blur out..
so wat to do.. technical de cant say.. nthin can say.. -.-
arbo is teachers come ask alot question..
so i was jus there msn with jamie n zhenxiang
while watching my kung fu dunk.. =p
den aft tt lunch with jim n merlyn.. walk to very FC 2..
lol..
den same thingy repeat lo..
except VENNY CAME BY!!
n irene deliever huilun owe me de ice cream..
den aft close shop, met with jim john merlyn venny..
ate abit where alot internal joke came out..
den met jamie at nite to pass her my hdd..
n had dinner b4 walkin her hm..
aft tt.. almost dunno hw to go hm!!
heng i smart..
gt hm b4 10 even.. =p
den today went to take my hdd from jamie follow by breakfast n meet merlyn to go sch...
abit late..
hahas..
den today time pass damn fast.. gd lor..
lunch at PIZZA HUT!!
we all abandon our laptops etc at T1541 jus all go eat.. =p
heng nthin lost.. ><
well.. den bring bernice ard SP abit when she came down..
den jim n marcus came to T1541 find me..
den talk talk talk.. 5pm le..
close shop..
aft tt drag here there abit..
send merlyn hm with jim..
den dinner n talk talk talk den nw hm to chill!!
tml again 10 to 5.. =(

2009-01-08T10:21:00.002+08:00

SPINNOVEX.
finally start le.. nw at T1541 liao.. sibei early..
morning came sch with jim mer john..
except me n john, ALL late..
overslp de 2..-.-
hahas.. den took super cramp de i think last direct mrt..
n tio molest by a baby ger!!
a toddler.. =.-
den reach sch nw waiting see who will come our "exhibition".. lol

2009-01-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

tmd freakin day!!!
tis is wat happened..
went sch morning..
heng heng shld b can print my cert..
den get poster put at my "booth".. ok.. jus a table..
den went hm to go cut hair..
who noes.. alan at yishun ryan at sbw..
so me n venny both didnt able cut our hair..
den receive phone call..
rush hm take laptop n change den chiong cab down SP..
still halfway tru interview den i reach..
means late.. tmd freakin red lights damn tulan..
den went W12.. meet jim n mer..
play hotel 626.. lol..
den dinner b4 go cut hair..
nw hm.. to slp!!!
cya ppl tml.. if will see u..

2009-01-06T17:11:00.002+08:00

holla..
tis week is so called SPINNOVEX week..
SP INNOVEX.. where its SP open hse from thurs till sat while selected FYP projs from EEE n MM are displayed..
well.. glad to say.. mine is in too..
but not in tentage.. jus in classrm..
T1541..
den again..
Monday to wed is set up period..
but cuz mine is involved in SP CARE,
theres sumthing more..
which is SP care selected projs for SP CARE projs hand over at shangri la hotel..
where we will official announce who our projs is donated to..
n well..
ytd was there for preparation n today is actual day..
ytd went sch for SPINNO meeting b4 going over shangri la to set up etc..
n thanz to john who came to fetch me with jim n merlyn..
den we went ECP to eat..
alot of u turnin n humps.. lol..
anyway, finally reach.. den suay suay tt 2 stalls close..
but nvm.. still had a great dinner..
b4 sum emo times at the beach..
n at the erm.. i think is seletar area de dam..
well.. reach hm late..
n tis morning 5.30am woke to prepare go out at 6.30am!!
so long nv go out so early..
den reach shangri la shirt already transparent..
-.-
den exhibition la.. cert taking la..
eat la.. den finally home swt hm..
freaking tired.. -.- laptop sibei heavy..
time rest b4 actually SPINNO!!

2009-01-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

ok.. been depressing for days nw..
n its not stopping..
my turn.. cant eat well or slp well..
anyway, next week is spinnovex le..
i no time to break down now..
summore i gt SP care dunno wat compeition display at ShangriLa Hotel..
going to be damn busy..
no much time to rest even..
hope it can let me stop thinkin so much bah..
give me strength..
any1..

2009-01-03T07:32:00.004+08:00

last nite had a talk with Venny..
n had a fair share of our TCS..
yeah.. the long time no have de TalkCockSession..
hw nice was the past..
piano~ing.. ban mian~ing.. not to 4get talk cocking..
yeah.. cant blame any1.. u tell me blame u..
i oso cant totally blame u..
wth right.. sigh.. ok.. i'm emotional side too..
mayb i lazy b sensible side..
i'm weak.. i dun deny..
but even aft i said i dun wan hear talks of defending one self,
harming the wugu ppl, i been hearing too..
my hearts broken..
seriously.. i think i dun nid defend myself liao..
my bad i oso can say out all..
if it can help.. ppl.. blame everything on me tgt can anot..
anyway, if my spinnovex booth is still open on 10jan..
can give me face all come see not??
can bo!!!
i already eat 1 nuclear bomb liao..
let me die smiling..
prove me i dun nid punch ur till ur wanna punch me back..

2009-01-02T23:21:00.003+08:00

LongTeng, MerLyn, JianLiang, Jim, Venny, SoonWei.
listen up guys.. see this??
its our 1st photo of 6 of us..
dun tell me tis is the last photo..
if ur came along my blog n saw tis..
drop a tag..
i'm sry for the part i'm responsible for..
i'm disappointed certain points..
i'm oso angry at myself for being so wu nai n cant do anything nw..
LaMeRs.
tis name. i'm proud. hw abt ur?
Brothers. Sister.
Wherever your go, Whatever you do, i'll be right here waiting for your.
rmb tis, your will nv leave my heart.
Guys. n Mei. I love your.

2009-01-01T07:38:00.002+08:00

十九岁。
我才十九岁。
在这个年龄，我敢说，我不是很聪明，也不勤奋。
但我敢说我还算懂事。
会想，会为自己的行为，言语，负责任。
我知道。我的脾气很烂。
但过了这么多年，尤其是在理工学院升上学长后。
我也很久没有发脾气了。我都告诉自己。
不对，不要，不能，不需要。
但对很多人，我已得了死刑。
没关系。但甚至我的家人。也对我不信任。
难道真的应为一次的错，永远就会错？
08 过了。很难很难的一年。发生了很多不愉快的事。甚至到08的最后一天。
09 来了。看来没多好。
努力了这么久，我还是人，人就是不完美。
但我也经历了这么多，也算得上成熟懂事了。
或者说，我也怕了，累了，懦落了。
为何。。为何要逼我逼到绝境。
问题总是这样。要就没有，有就是一大堆。
我快疯了。你知道吗？
我已经没有人可以诉苦了你懂吗。
问题很多，个个方面。
就算哭。
也只能现在乘现在每人才哭。
应为我不能再在你面前哭了。
哭对你们而言，是懦夫，没用，丢脸的行为。
所以我不能了。
还有你们。你们个个对我都一样重要。
现在如此，我要如何做才对得起所有人。
谁来告诉我。
我的心真的痛了。
我失去过很多好朋友，应为我苯，不懂珍惜。
但现在呢？你们有有多珍惜？
我知道这样说很反感。
但我可能只能先在这里这样说。
不要生我的气。有机会，我会好好解释。
说到这里，也够了。
这章文理，提到很多“他”和“他们”。
指的有些是不同人，所以看不懂就不一定是你。
最后，我要说，对不起。
我真的承受不了了。
我不想再想，也不懂该如何整理我的思绪。
就让我不懂事不成熟。让我做个懦夫，逃兵。
任正信常爱说的一句话：有缘千里来相会，无缘隔壁不相识。

2008-12-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

ok.. 2008 is ending.. 2009 is coming..
in jus less den an hr..
but.. right nw.. I'M VERY VERY TROUBLED..
n the last thing i did tis yr dun counting blogging tis post..
is.. Drinkin beer.. wth huh..
so long since i had a drink.. nt to say is a say go buy de..
anyway, 08 had nt been a nice yr.
alot happened..
alot i seen,felt, experienced..
n b4 it ended..
probs came flooding again..
family.. buddies.. sch.. finiance..
nearly everything in life huh.. haiz..
i'm facing a huge decision nw..
n i dun have much time to waste..
wat shld i do..

2008-12-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

back!
finally huh.
lol.. a week..
hmm.. jakarta for 3 days b4 4 days at bali..
will post up photos when i receive them..
jus a short recap..
jarkata do nthin much..
eat eat eat eat eat nia..
lol.. nthin to shop oso..
go tt shopping center machiam bugis street..
30-40 shops 1-2 for males..
but the place damn big..
abt.. erm.. 3times of bugis street.. multiply by 5 stories.. den multiply by 7 buildings..
imgaine..
even locals cant finish tt place in a day or 2 or to rmb hw to move abt inside!
but i was abit sick..
fever on the night b4 going overseas.. =(
den had to eat med eveyday during holiday..
so sianz rite!
den bali was more fun..
1st night there was dinner on beach..
eat damn alot..
y leh..
cuz adults all at front table..
me with 3 kids.. n my bro..
kids eat little bro dun take spicy food..
i eat till almost 80+ % of the food on our table.. -.-
but the traffic damn sucks..
spend alot hrs in bali on the bus.. -.-
damn sianz..
den went onboard a ship..
but must travel on sea for hr plus plus to reach tt ship..
den vomit seh.. cuz the wave damn big n the boat nt stable..
so nv go diving..
went massage.. XD
den snookerling (lyk tt spell bo?? i dunno) den drive ski boat!! damn fun..
hahas.. den submarine etc etc..
den went back by ship again.. so.. vomit again.. -.-
den other nice events at bali oso food.. eat eat eat.. till i fat le..
Hahas..
nthin much to say abt the trip le..
wait photos bah.. lol..
n came back today went bball..
body jus recover.. cant plasy well.. =(

2008-12-19T17:03:00.003+08:00

hao lei!!
ok.. faster write faster slp..
ytd went to CADC mth BBQ..
okok bah..
ate very little..
had bad arguments with sum1..
stop it by dun reply le.. sigh.. n things had jus gone to the worst u can think liao..
so oso no much mood eat..
n 1st time at BBQ i cook lor..
usually i lazy..
ytd wear shen jersey still cook.. dirty dao my jersey damn sad..
most sad is a very idoitic person stole my food..
n still there crappy.. ZZ..
i hate ppl snatching my food..
LUO AI WEI IRENE.. watch out ar!!
n carlyn ar.. u heng ar.. i make my share sun bian throw ur piece in.. be proud ar..
n yeah.. aft tt shoot abit bball n went hm wash jersey for today wear..
den today..
morning went to SP le..
den match push till 12nn no1 tell me..
made me go down so early.. zzz
den yep..
nw.. retired from team CADC le..
finish off last game le..
well.. shld b lost.. nv ask score.. but SMA leading us during 3rd quarter..
n i only manage score 8 points lyk tt bah..
hardly play or shoot much..
initiall took down 5 at quarter 1..
2 shots.. 2 fouls receive.. including a foul in.. so is 5 points..
den really kan bu xia qu tt i snatch over point guard position..
n try to pull out sum play..
well.. den during half time.. shouted..
at teammate..well.. nv knew i had to do tt..
tis yr.. i already kept my cool very well..
n aft e match..
1st time i spoke to every1 in the team..
aft all i stepping down le..
n i had observed every1 tru out trainings till all tis 5 match b4 i say anything..
as i said.. wat i said will make sum of ur tulan buay song etc..
but.. listen, think, rmb.. i today say de all gt my reasons..
if bu fu.. can find me talk..
yep..
jiayou bah guys..
i once said..
i wan ur every1 to b stronger den me b4 i leave the team..
hw many of ur had did it..??
train hard ppl.. rmb my words.. den ur can surely do it.

2008-12-18T15:37:00.003+08:00

time to update b4 going out..
recently keep going out..
mum oso nt happy le..
but next week wun b in SG oso ma..
anyway, ytd stop at prepare go out..
well..
go out deliever ice cream.. -.-
dumb rite..
den nvm.. go wait for fren who is meeting me for dinner..
guess is who!!!
*drum rolls..*
*rolls*
ok la.. is..
JAMIE!!
Jamie Tan WeiTing!!!
963 days since i seen her b4 ytd!!!
hahas.. see ur name happy ma?? lol..
1 more mth den really 1000 days no see u le leh.
hahas..
anyway, thanz for the dinner treat..
the place nt bad bah. =D
we went admiral bar.. nt to drink la.. =p
hahas..
went eat n pool..
pool 2 rounds nia..
heng 1st round i won.. XD
almost lost la.. noob si le..
den gt to play with her den noe yuan lai she diao de wor!!
><
hahas.. had a great nite. 2 hrs there..
n the food came jsu b4 we end our game so we end le pass table to others..
kind bah me. lol..
save myself from psing myself.. XD
den chat over dinner..
=DDD
very long no such relax le..
den hm le jiu fell aslp damn fast..
really worn out.
n 2day wake damn early.
go to RNS..
Republic of Singapore Navy.
tour n talk..
n make myself so tired..
but the talk n talks with the oficers..
made me think alot..
sigh..old le old le..
=(

2008-12-17T15:13:00.001+08:00

alright alright..
so tired..
lost again today..
n even gt injured..
sigh.. keep posting.. lost.. lost lost..
i write nt dulan readers oso sianz le la..
ok.. let me make it short..
lost badly n i today really wan fa pi qi..
thanz god i nv..
okok.. fri last match give best shot bah..
dun say anything dun means nthin to say..
say le no point den dun say..
but gt point no point is the listeners choice..
speakers gt to b responsible for the words..
anyway, today gt to play PG..
finally huh.. my main position yeah..
rather den forward.. lol..
okok.. den abt injury..
sibei pain.. left arm..
mayb cuz last time injured twice..
fall at sampai n save joanna's face tt time..
nw injured again..
cant even take my shoe bag or jus a bottle of 7-up!!!
sigh..
ok.. time pack stuff for indonesia trip next week n prepare go out..

2008-12-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

ok.. updates.
monday..
lost.. by 1 point..
actually won..
but tt score keeper.. count badly.
ok.. nt tryin b sore loser..
but i swear its true..
n the last 3 sec steal i made..
its really well done..
nt i hao liao or wat..
i can swear i did a nice spin..
nt foul.. but ref say foul i oso LL..
so yeah.. lost..
3 point play at last 10 sec.. oso lost..
i tried my best le..
den aft tt went cadc mth event..
at chinatown..
shi zi lu kou..
quite fun..
n.. FULL..
haha.. but soup nice rite ppl.. lol..
n ok.. every1's a winner..
n they wished me happy bdae CADC style.. lol.. at chinatown!!
lol.. ps sia..
hahas.. n thanz alot ppl for the bdae song! =D
den tt day receive a present..
frm huilun..
lol.. same as JL give de..
fri ur wil noe..><
hahas..
erm.. den aft tt went dinner with family..
today leh..
movie outing cancel..
so went zx hse awhile b4 we go orchard shop..
shop whole day buy nthin.. -.-
den hm eat den bball..
jus lyk tt for today.. lame.. sad n tired..

sorry for the arguement..

2008-12-15T08:52:00.000+08:00

GD BYE 18TH!!
HELLO 19TH!!

last words for 18th..
ytd was such a rainy day.. sadded..
so went pool with zx n bro..
den nite was balling in rain..
n so.. sick le lor.. XD
well.. 18th is OVER!!
hahas.. 18th had been nt a very smooth yr..
hope 19th will b better!! ROAR!!

Today.. 19th finally..
woke at 3plus am..
realise hp gt 11 sms..
zx de sms nv reply as i fell aslp..
den 9 happy bdae msg!!
n 1 msg.. lols..
1st to come in is..
*drum rolling*
QIANYING!!
surprise sia..
ty ar ger.. fri treat u lollipop la hor..
hahas..
den on com to saw daryl drop me a msg on friendster.. =)
den aft tt slp wake slp wake..
bad flu..
n 5.55 receive a call..
jolt totally awake..
meeting W at 6 mah..
den i chiong brush teeth grab stuff gave mum excuses den chiong out meet W..
almost fell as raining seh..
den i finally reach her blk..
was LATE.. SORRY SORRY!!
n receive..
*drum rolls..* agian sia..
chocolates!! n a smal small bdae card.. tytytytyty..
n heng gt cheese bread!! woots.. arbo i sure die of hunger n coldness in MAC..
den nw in club blogging..
later gt match..
rain ar.. faster stop!!
i wan play bball!!!! ROAR ROAR!!

2008-12-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

14 dec.. 1 more day to bdae!!
n ytd had a BBQ at sbw as a small celebrations.
had quite alot left over food..
although i keep telling my mum sure can finish..
den ya. 1stly,
mahjong at my hse was initially at 1pm..
den abit cock up.. den 2 plus become me paul JL n my bro play.
totally diff ppl.. lol..
n.. i won leh..
hahas..
abit la..
den receive my 2nd present..
wrist band from JL n hangwee..
=))
n aft tt came LaMeRs.. n my present from them was wrapped by yongheng!! so qiao rite!
den erm.. until at nite i open den noe its a tee n "vest"..
damn nice seh.
den BBQ was not start nicely.
gt ppl use wrong pit still KPKB..
den dad dun wan find prob so ask me nvm nvm..
but dad miscount..
i give dad face go up hm come down de is mummy..
den tt person gg..
hardly any1 can argue win mummy lor..
den i think tt person oso tulan..
ll change back pit..
den 2nd cock up is the charcoal..
zzz.. home proud de.. so useless..zzz
den thanz to LaMeRs, cas, zhen xiang n khiam..
finally gt food eat..
details skip skip skip..
just thanz every1 tt came for coming!!
esp LaMeRs n cass who help me tended the pit for the whole nite!
no ur the BBQ fail liao..
n at the end of the nite receive sum present.. =)
thanz every1!!
no photos cuz i no camera.. =((
but photos of presents will b up next fri.. =)
n ya. sad de is sum frens nv made it to the BBQ.. =((

2008-12-12T16:55:00.002+08:00

part 1.. eng..
huilun's tagged de quiz.

1. Explain your relationship status:
SBNA.. Single But Not Available.

2. Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
红模仿 - Aiyo 吉他睡教你的啊？Aiyo,我生下来就会了,你不知道啊？Aiyo,放屁啦。

3. What did you wear today?
CADC jersey.

4. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Perfect eye! dun nid wor.

5. How many windows are open on your computer?
2.. lame sia tis question.

6. What are you doing after this?
Eat??

7. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Born with it.. come on.. topless at hm nw. -.-

8. Do you like to cuddle?
Gt chio bu?? den yes le lor..

9. Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
Yvonne. oso '89 de ma..

10. Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
yes. No. lol

11. Do you like hugs?
refer to question 8 pls.. =)

12. Are you a loud person?
erm.. can deny?

13. Look to your left, what do you see?Jingqi playing with her lappy?
A playground?

14. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
of cuz is my BBQ go smoothly!

15. Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
huh?? o.O smashed?? zz.. wun bah..

16. Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
nope..

17. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
yes.. fei hua.. ur bf/gf smoke dun smoke nt ur matter still call ur bf/gf meh.. -.-

18. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i think ar.. gt..

19. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
i not loner leh.. gt la.. more den a guy even hokay..

20. Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
erm.. shld b merlyn.

21. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
50% of the time?

22. Last serious hug?
4mths - 3 days ago.

23. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
i'll prefer white to it.

24. Is something bothering you?
yes. dun nid elaborate hor..

25. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
gt ppl tell me cant see my eyes.. -.-

26. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
believe. y nt.. it happened b4 wat..

27. What time you woke up this morning?
7.15am!

28. Would you go back in time to change something?
No.. it'll affect the future which might holds sumthing better..

29. Is it hard leaving people behind?
quite easy.. i walk/run too fast liao.. =)
ok la.. nt easy.. unless is those say hi say bye frens..

30. What are you excited for?
My 19th bdae.

31. Who was the last missed call from?
i dun have caller id.. T.T but i noe its my mum. -.-

32. What was the last thing you spent your money on?
KFC 2pcs meal.

33. Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
NO.

34. What are you doing right now?
Blogging.

35. Can you handle the truth?
can bah.. dun too harsh?

36. How's your life lately?
TIRED! DYING!

37. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
5hrs ago.. shld nt eat KFC.. sibei ex..

38. Do you hate being alone?
Yes. HATE SI LE!

39. Where were you last night?
588.

40. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Mug Root Beer..

41. Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
LOL.. duno is who..

42. When did you first get Myspace?
mayb 5 yrs later?

43. Are you drifting away from any friends?
Alot. alot.

44. What are you listening to?
擦肩而过

45. What are you doing tonight?
SLeep?

46. Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Dun rmb is who.. -.-

47. Are you wearing socks?
who will wear socks at hm walk?

48. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Jersey shorts no pockets..

49. Who's your last text from?
Honey milktea lor.

50. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
No.. so rest dun nid do le!! woots.. -.-

51. Ever kissed someone who smokes?
NO.

52. Someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

53. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope.

54. Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
Me.

55. Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
LaLaLand

56. Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
No.. i went to slp yawning.

57. Anyone told you a secret this week?
No

58. When was the last time you bought something?
buy food considered?

59. Do you play an instrument?
Piano, guitar, recorder. But.. i sucks nw..

60. What's your favourite number?
current is 7 bah.

List down the people you would like to sabo according to you favourite number.
sabolist:
1-prIs
2-joey
3-qiaoyan
4-weiwen
5-longteng
6-weiting
7-qianying

ok.. back to proper blogging..
lost today again..
lost badly took.. took down 3 points nia..
personal FG sucks.. totally.
drive in oso fail.. lay up miss..
totally no ball feel.. dunno wat m i doing..

part2.chi.
很累很累。
伤口一个再加一个。
球感在哪？
那热血沸腾的感觉呢？
那飞翔的超快感呢？
都失去了的话，为何还要打下去。
要如何才能打开，打出感觉，正常，甚至强于平常的水准？

2008-12-11T10:47:00.002+08:00

Quiz from tt hiding star's blog

1. past this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you .
1. jim
2. longteng
3. yunhui
4. lester
5. yuhui
6. qiaoyan
7. weiwen
8. lifang
9. prIs
10. huilun

2. who is 6 having relationship with ?
EH.. me? fei hua.. how i noe sia..

3. is 9 a female or a male ?
female!

4. if 7 and 10 together,will it be a good thing ?
lol.. u say leh..? they both looks straight to me..

5. what is 2 studying about ?
how to kill ppl in war..?

6. when was the last time you had a chat with 3 ?
forget le wor.

7. what kind of music band does 8 like ?
i dunno leh.. =p

8. does 1 have any siblings ?
1 bro 1 sis.

9. will you woo 3 ?
erm.. lol.. no?

10. how about 7 ?
erm.. lol.. yes?

11. is 4 single ?
seems so..

12. what is the surname of 5 ?
KAQIAO! ok.. seriously dunno.

13. what is the hobby of 4 ?
see chio bu la.. lol.. bball?

14. does 5 and 9 get along well ?
strangers get alone ok de..

15. where is 2 studying at ?
SAF.

16. talk something casually about 10?
eh.. OWE ME AN ICE-CREAM!! =)))

17. have you tried developing feelings for 8 ?
i'm not duan cheng feng hor.. >< internal joke.. dun understand de ppl nvm..

18. where does 9 live ?
sengkang

19. what colour does 4 like ?
o.O hw i noe..

20. are 5 and 1 best friends ?
strangers might be best frens.. we nv noe..

21. does 7 like 2 ?
erm.. later i ask her.. -.-

22. how did you get to know 2 ?
AISS.

23. does 1 have any pet ?
a cow??

24. is 7 the sexist person i the world ?
one mountain still gt one mountain higher.. nv noe.. =)

25. tag 10 people to do the quiz :
1. jim
2. longteng
3. yunhui
4. lester
5. yuhui
6. qiaoyan
7. weiwen
8. lifang
9. prIs
10. huilun

2008-12-10T08:21:00.003+08:00

alright.. ytd..
Match 1 against SPSU..
we lost.. badly.. 69 - 29..
a 40 point lost..
well.. blame ref blame oppo y nt blame ourself..
ya.. every1 tried..
but our standard's is lower den even normal de us..
jus say myself hao le..
at 1st 1/4, underbasket cant score draw foul oso nv draw dao..
waste 2 points..
open loop i hesistate.. miss the shot..
waste another 2..
2nd 2/4, do stun.. on floor snatch ball with oppo b4 getting up on knee for lay..
gt 2 points.. but shld b a foul le.. ref nv blow nia..
den aft tt.. gt a steal n fastbreak, half-moon do half way slip of hand..
waste another 2..
gt a few assist in the game.
n took down 10 points.. 50% FG..
haiz..
den i was so so so out of breath..
wtf man.. useless me..
i WAN GO RUNNING!!
aft tt sibei sianz off.. see other ppl match.. oso better performance..
so was emoing in club..
b4 hungry till cannot den go eat..
aft tt went play bugis with ENERI & SiLing..
den SiLing's Bf came..
den aft awhile.. a long while.. He print poster..
den went NUS there play bball..
oso is full court 5v5..
but ring so low i oso can jump n touch.. zzz..
den opponent nt tt diao..
so easily took down 6 balls to help the 11-5 de ending result of 1st "quarter".
den 2nd "quarter" took down 5 balls to end it with "11-8"..
aft tt i nv play le..
play pressure with SiLing n AW.
i won.. fei hua..
den 2 v 1..
erm.. ok la.. easy on them but still win.. lol.. ><
but obviously tt AW cannot make it..
but SL still erm.. better.. at least i cant do much stunts on her..
but well.. end the day with eating my bee hoon n slept..
NEXT match on fri..
12/12. fri. 12nn.. so many 12...
gt time come de come bah..
cadc like no supporters..
sad si..

2008-12-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

ytd.. happy n sad..
K box with LaMeRs..
quite fun n high..
except SW nid sing more..
more den half a song..
or jus 2 lines..
u think u go hear concert by us ar SW.. =p
no la.. brother.. sing more ma!!
shy wat!!! sing wrong sing out of tune or wat oso nt jus u..
we oso leh.. at least me.. lol..
den ok.. nt bad.. still can put xmas wish.. lol..
den aft tt is the sad thing..
at food court AMK hub..
tt slippery fried prawns noodles with xtra chilli..
drop on my tee.. drip to jeans n shoe..
guess wat..
tt shoe is my only avial canvas although spoilt abit le.. =(
den the jeans oso my nicest de le.. =(
most sad de is tt tee..
from LaMeRs.. a bdae present.. nw lyk cant remove the smell or stain!! =(((
sigh..
simply sianz..
n had to go hm straight instead of arcade with them..
at nite oso nv slp properly sia..
every1 timing so zai..
sms venny jim mer sw..
den mer replied..
so sms with her till i fall aslp i think ard 11..
den wt called ard 12.. so i woke.. n reply mer oso..
den aft tt tio chase to slp..
so slept ard 12.30..
den ENERI msged. but i slp le..
but.. when venny sms came in ard 3+++ am.. i woke.. zzz
hahas.. den sms till i think 4 plus am where i fell aslp again n nv reply the 3rd sms.. lols..
ps man..
today is rainy day..
hate rainy day!!!

1 last week to my bdae..
n 5 more days to BBQ celebrations..
lol..
prepare hao my present le ma?? XD
nah..
anyway,
see which rich n generous fren tis yr wan get me my most wanted item..
arbo means i gt to go buy myself again liao.. ><

my wishlist!!!
- new hp!
- half-sup bicycle!
- jackets!
- jeans!
- watch!

lol

2008-12-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

finally hm from work.
work is CRAPPY..
clearing point..
today alot vege lor.. but i clearing point..
lol.
den partner is a funny china guy 17 yrs old de..
simply zzz.. crap de him..
useless lor. ><
well.. n he jokin with me etc i dunno hw laugh so i destroy him..
hahas..
cant believe he had 4 ex.. all oso from china..
seems like.. erm.. hahas.. ur own interpretations.. =p
n well.. destroyed him.. XD
n he asked me.. y singapore gers harder jio..
izzit must more direct n brave or wat..
lols.. den i told him must more xiao sha.. XD
n guess wat.. he dare me lor.. zzz
nv die b4.. dunno who he challenging..
n the funny part is behind..
i ask him.. arbo u name a ger tt gt work here la.. comfirm can de la. jus shuai yi dian.. direct..
den he say.. xinyi leh.. (BERNICE).
den i ask him jus call her..
den he call le throw hp to me lyk so scare.. lols..
den i directly say :
"hey hello.
noe who i m rite.. hahas..
ya..
13 dec free bo..
for wat? jio u lor.. hahas..
ok huh.. k.. cya.. bb"
den he stun.. XD
den work simply tiring..
n half way receive news..
INTERCONS START LE!!!
first match against SPSU on tue.. morning 9 am..
come support CADC... n.. ME!! wahahah..
=p

2008-12-05T14:46:00.001+08:00

HOLIDAY!!
time to relaz n play le!!!
wahahah.. nah..
its time to work n earn la.. nt little kids le..
lol..
lookin back at tis MST week..
finally relieve le..
hope tonight can have gd nite slp.. like.. finally..? lol.
hmm.. 4 modules almost GG..
1st paper to last paper..
all last min revision..
zzz
we really is LMK.. Last Minute Kias
hahas..
but sad de is today de MIGHT FAIL..
=(((
hope wun.. =p ( jim wan beat me liao)
hahas.
nw at JIM's hse..
do wat leh..
CRE8 NOISE POLLUTION OF CUZ!!
=p 1st thing jiu shi play the P-I-A-N-O
PIANO! =)
GG liao.. all dunno hw to play liao..
rather.. really dunno hw to play liao..
hahas..
so.. try learn bah.. =ppp
hahas..
lets see.. monday paper only start revision on sunday..
means i study.. erm.. 6 days nia.. =p
today paper most zai..
last nite 1 am study till 2.30 am den tis mornin 9.30 to 10..
lyk.. 3 hrs nia.. fail oso no1 blame.. XD
blame lecture y put fri every1 pon.. lol..
hahas..
hmm..

must mention..
xiao mei next time study at night dun scare fat.. make a cup of coffee k??
arbo keep see u lyk tt fall aslp den i have to wake u..
i oso dunno shld jus let u slp or wake u lah..
=(

2008-12-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

last paper tml.
CUI!!!
i noe i been sayin all tis n heng heng pass..
but tml i really dun even noe hw to do a single question..
sigh..
well..
n hope hols plan dun cock up..
pls dun..
its damn impt to me..
esp tt day..
hmm..
wat else can i say..
nthin le..
alot best dun say here..
i dunno hw say..
hope mood can get better soon!

2008-12-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

1 paper down..
really down..
most confident of 4 module..
nw is can pass happy le..
everytime so suay..
my batch kena those patterns..
so many yrs no change de papers..
do till confident..
den come out all new style n patterns..
till dunno hw to do..
next batch damn heng..
GG.. no mood study at all..
rest 3 dunno hw to tackle..

talkin to ZX today..
single n attached de pros n cons..
attached win le.. jus nid a point..
so long when nid to be alone can be alone..
own liao.. wat else to say..
unless 24/7 nid to b alone..
den go die lor..

2008-12-01T07:42:00.002+08:00

ROAR!!
physically breakin down..
seems lyk nid to take a long long rest le.. =(
MST IS HERE LE!!

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2008-11-30T00:20:00.001+08:00

hmm. finally watch finish K.O One.. 终极一班。
n yup.. new song on my blog..
ok la.. its an OLD song..

失恋阵线联盟
演唱:草蜢

她总是只留下电话号码
从不肯让我送她回家
听说你也曾经爱上过她
曾经也同样无法自拔

你说你学不会假装潇洒
却教我别太早放弃她
把过去全说成一段神话
然后笑彼此一样的傻

我们这麽在乎她
却被她全部抹煞
越疼她越伤心
永远得不到回答
到底她怎麽想
应该继续猜测吗
还是说好全忘了吧

找一个承认失恋的方法
让心情好好的放个假
当你我不小心又想起她
就在记忆里画一个"x"

yep.. jiu shi 失恋阵线联盟.
by cao meng.
hahas..
omg.. today damn funny..
1st time i go out of hse take lift..
as usual press "DOWN" button..
den today.. Lift A came down.. Lift B came up..
n.. both stop at 9th storey tgt..
den door open tgt..
lol.. make me dunno shld take which 1 sia..
end up i go lift A..
reach btm floor realise the other oso open door.. -.-
hahas..
den went bball abit..
felt pain in waist.. omg.. tot nthin..
went work den noe.. gettting worse..
even now sit here oso pain..
siao liao la..
n 2 more days to war le..
chiong ar!!!

2008-11-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

tiring day!!!
morning went to CMPB for NS med checkup..
1st station take photo..
zzz.. very ma fan.. hahas..
den 2nd de only draw blood!!
i already sick le..
n not enuf slp..
they still draw so many blood lyk dun nid money!!!
till nw hand still weak la!!!
den aft tt all normal normal test..
eyesight test! i wanna say.. my eye not gd le!!
i read 1 wrong!!! no perfect le..
=(
damn sad there.. sigh..
must be keep bio cha bo..
must change liao la.. =((
n height station! 173 cm!! woots.. yay!!
lastly.. pes giving..
pes A..
den..
DOWN PES!!
"you will be given pes B instead because of your G6PD. ok?"
*sad face* "orh ok"
n tt ends the physical checkup..
aft tt brain de test..
click com for dunno hw long..
visual la.. maths la.. physics la..
zzz..
do till head pain..
n aft so much..
i..
HUNGRY LA!
wat else..
ate whole mac meal upsized in less den 10 min!!!
n went back to hse rest..
b4 going WORK..
damn tired..
right hand numb from morning..
abit strengthless.
but heng not wedding..
is company D&D..
less hectic..
n more fun..
lol..
alot prog see..
hahas..
shall say till here..
n tags replies now..

~hL :erm.. okok la.. i try study. lol.. n thanz me wor.. ok.. welcome.. hahas..
~IRENE : ZZZ.. u den weak.. i'm just sick.. u go get drunk la..
~the cute hiding star : wah seh.. 1 word 2 face.. hw i reply sia.. lol.
~XINLEI : cant la.. really moody recently.. but will try study..
~ yuhui : u will shy?? lol.. i dun believe!

2008-11-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

无心无力无奈.
考试就要来临,
却无心温习.
是是非非,根本与我无关.
为何去在乎. 我是我.
不是你不是他.
但,仍然会被影响.
影响我的情绪,心情.
好想什么都不管了.
放下一切,或许会好受一些.
想好好的打场篮球,
却有心无力.似乎没了推动力.
少了那股热血沸腾的感觉.
歌.听了又听.
哪一首才能述说我的无奈.
人.到底是复杂是简单?
想太多 : 伤神.
不想 : 太天真.

蓝色火焰,看似温柔,却比任何火焰都强都热.
风,似有似无,无影无形,温柔的在身旁,温柔舒服,形成龙卷风时却强悍无情.

2008-11-27T13:42:00.003+08:00

3 days nv use com much so no posts..
sigh..
exams..
dunno ALOT.. really ALOT..
might fail..
low morale..
wat to do leh..
recently damn moody.. tired.. n worn out..
didnt wan wake today morning..
n yeah..
still had to drag tis dumb body to sch..
dunno y.. so many ppl like comment me tis comment me tt..
dumb ppl actually say dumb comments..
n pissing off..
izzit i nv say anything.. so means u are right.. means i'm wrong..
izzit it better to keep comments to urself..
i nv ask for it..
simply dunno wat to do recently..
i dun wan do anything le.. jus wan hide away..
silent as wind.. unseen.. useless..
when its hot.. u realise its gd..
when u'r cold.. u jus dumb it off..
a qoute from a buddy..(modified)
"for sum ppls, its bcuz they have the quality so alot ppl will do tis do tt for them.. so.. they will take it as supposed to be le.."
meaning is up to one to interpret.

2008-11-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

time to post.. lol..
hmm.. today woke up with a little dream..
n its sumthing to do with 3 yrs plus ago de..
hope tis time i can achieve it.. for myself.. for LaMeRs..
sad day..
lab test.. totally 4gt abt it!!
heng heng scrape tru nia.. =(
n its time do alot alot revision!! roar..

2008-11-24T10:28:00.000+08:00

posting in lec using psp..
lol..
hmm..ytd..
gt gd gt bad..
didnt work n went out wit LaMeRs..
a pity nt all present..
went safra pool to let sw use his card.. lol!
godlike spree ended by venny b4 leaving! ><
den i lost my earpiece!
shld b 4get take.. :(
n tt VIP rm nt worth de!
well.. aft tt tey went dinner b4 hm swt hm to dota..
n aft tt msn abit b4 slping..
mood abit bad..
mayb is i over-react le..
sry 4 my lousy tone n words..

2008-11-22T09:48:00.002+08:00

ytd nv go sch!! =p
meet up with venny n jim..
n well.. went arcade drift while waiting jim..
n he came. quite on time..
so we went over CC to wait for venny..
but he say nt rdy..
so we went to his block there de playground..
den sing song lyk idiots till venny came down..
which is 1 hr later!!!
zzz..
so hungry tt we went eat..
n aft tt talk abit.
b4 going safra chit chat..
n yeah.
great times!!
n aft tt came hm to eat..
rest... den bball..
hahas..
my left arms dropping off even at tis moment..
dunno later hw to work sia..
n yep.. plans seem to b able to work..
n i really hope it works..
guys.. u noe who i refering to..
importance of u guys to me..
aint more but oso aint less den a family member..
comfirm higher den any gf i had even if i had 1 now..
give me the str once agian..
to complete tis hard task..
LaMeRs. forever.

jus a side note.. peeps receiving my sms lately pls reply! its impt.. ur noe ar..

2008-11-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

lets see..
today is windy..
tru out..
wind is now my element..
so.. still a fine day for me..
morning went out with a kind hearted soul gave me a cheese bread!!
n went sch..
nv went lecture cuz no1 come sia..
so carrom abit nv lose sia..
den join jim for lunch..
den we talked alot..
n yeah.. i'm planning sumthing which cannot fail!!
MUST NOT FAIL!
n yeah.. shoot abit bball aft lab..
den play match.. win lor.. jim happy bo..
long time no team with me.. 1st time den win le..
den aft tt is training..
abit tired.
but.. no much improvement felt..
n saw JY came SP wait JJ..
aiseh. nt friendly..
i noe her longer lor.. see.. ppl attched jiu shi BIAS!
=p
n yeah..
gt a few old frens contact num from her..
n talk abit..
i 4get a few E1 ppl le sia.. psps..
=p
n aft tt hm to check email b4 slp nia..
so gtg to my bed!! LALALAND!!

2008-11-19T19:15:00.003+08:00

wat a day!!!
today initially "2 hrs lesson" de day..
1 tut teacher cancel..
1 tut my class cancel..
so no sch!!
so i go for wat sia..
-.-
den LT came down SP!
so we had lunch tgt..
Me, LT, Jim.. n of cuz Merlyn..
n saw MJ at FC6..
n she sot sot instantly..
okok.. sry.. she instant HIGH!
hahas.. den we there play arm wrestling..
n i nv lost sia. =p
hmm.den hm slp.. totally tired..
didnt wan to wake for dinner even!!
seem lyk my body really falling apart..
well yeah..
heard intercons on dec hols..
meaning most prob i'll miss most of it..
cuz nid go indonesia with dad..
last yr le this such thingy come out..
train so hard gt wat use..
little or nearly no improvement..
n might miss out mayb up to 90% of match..
sigh..
well..
i jus hope. the day tt i had to leave the team..
i can be the lousiest there..
meaning...??
i wan u guys.. every1 of ur..
to surpass me..
to win me..
get it?
come on ppl.. jiayou..
all of ur can be better den me le..
LaMeRs noe when n y i started training so hard for bball..
but nw.. the motivations not there..
n i'm stuck at a bottle cap..
hw can i surpass myself..
to break my limits..
oh man.. sum1 teach me!!!

2008-11-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

today worn formal to sch,
for tt dumb interview!!
hahas..
n yeah.. sad.. lame n funny but cant laugh..
den went event..
n had a air brush tattoo..
a bad kid le sia.. =(
hmm.. den aft tt lesson b4 presentation den jim hse dota..
den dinner at his hse..
nw hm dota with them n almost time to slp..
jus here to say..
jianLiang take photo no smile till see teeth nt nice..
but his teeth is not nice..
jianLiang must stand straight..
jianLiang eyes nt nice.. put behind shades nicer..
conclusion.. jianLiang is NOT SHUAI.

2008-11-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

jus to complete my post b4 going back to serious work..
well.. ytd was great.. n i was glad i went..
although i HEARD sum1 went too..
n walked BEHIND me..
n i didnt notice..
gd job to cass for the piano part..
made me really wanna train my piano again!!!
hmm.. den today was crappy..
went sch n lecture was damn bored..
followed by a sibei hard lab quiz..
n a boring lab work..
n finally hm swt hm..
erm..
pei ZX go take his BTT..
den eat n bball den here to blog.. lol..
seriously worn out!!
tml alot to bring to sch.,, alot to do!!! sigh..
gt to run.. will update again if anyting happens..
n..
thanz to the 3 tt msged me last nite!

2008-11-17T08:24:00.003+08:00

jus a fast update for ytd b4 going sch..
morning overslept as slp too late the nite b4..
partly due to workin..
anyways. thus didnt manage get concert tixs from LT.
1st mistake of day..
den sms jim they all..
no reply..
2nd mistake..
so use call ard aftn..
aft tt finally LaMeRs meet up at ard 2 plus..
so plans affected le..
no pool due to rain..
so was walkin ard NP..
till dinner n go off too city hall where SW says gd bye.. :)
so journey down...
n wait for Nic n LY..
den go over..
machiam no1 there we noe le..
grad so long le..
but den saw..
yiling.. yuanxi.. and enghwee..
den tio dao..
but i nv say hi too..
reason for thier action i noe..
so.. heck care le bah..
n so the concert began..
quite nice..
esp the alumni part.. (tt's y we're there for.. lol.. )
well.. den intermission..
actually hear ppl say "eh.. so familiar.. kianleong leh..
hahas.. den felt nt tt old aft all ma.. :)
den aft intermission is extract of AISS 1st play.. West Side Story.
n nt bad.. alot laughter..
hahas..
den b4 the whole thing end..
we saw LU LAO SHI!!
hahas..
n we chat damn lot.. she rmb us sia..
n took abit photos den go hm swt hm le..

*update tonight again.. time to run!*

2008-11-16T09:31:00.001+08:00

went by a fren de blog..
n i cant believe i saw tis:

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
If he also gives all in it.

come on.. stop cheating urself or others.

2008-11-16T09:28:00.002+08:00

ytd was crappy...
a bad sat..
workin at nite..
n shoot abit bballs b4 going..
rest nthin much le..
sum stuff.. its seems so near yet so far..
看似随手可得，却遥不可及。
风。有弱有强。时时刻刻都在身边。

2008-11-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

roar.. changed blog link..
dunno y... jus change..
hahas..
hmm..
ytd to tired to post..
so nw write bah..
1stly, ytd had alot of train journeys..
sigh.. early morning went pasir ris to meet FYP client..
from sbw to PR simply far..
sibei long.. den slept alot..
reach le.. raining.. =(
den i drop my laptop while tryin board the bus..
cuz my left hand lost grip!!!
wth!! damn pain.. heart pain!!!
=(((
but all my own dumb left hand fault..
sigh.. den go there took so long but aft less den 30 min left le..
gd or bad thing sia..
den went to white sands for brunch.. zzz..
quite ex for tt little food n nt so nice lor..
but gt free show..
this is wat happened..
2 tables.. 1 with 2 guys.. 1 with 3 gers..
they noe each other de..
dunno y.. b4 they left..
the 3 gers went over to the guys table..
den 1 ger took 1 guy's lemon barley drink n pour on his head!!
wth.. den tt guy nv say anything or wat..
fake a few smile n went toilet wash i think..
kids lor.. sec sch le do such stuff in public although in hm clothes..
zzz.. but tt guy oso..
tmd throw we guys de face la..
sigh.. but.. if this happen to me..
wat will i do leh..?
hmm.. i wonder..
den aft lunch went NTUC shop..
BBT de common act den went back sch..
damn long journey again!!
sianza..
den slp again..
walao.. i becoming lyk a pig..
den 2 prac lab b4 going jim hse..
dunno y recently no mood for gaming..
n life's seem so dull..
n from jim hse go hm.. oso by mrt..
so ended the day travelling the mrt lines throughout nearly whole of SG le..
n today almost cant wake up for class..
no time even drink my milo went sch le..
n had to take lunch alone..
=(
next tue no friendly against SD le sia..
reason : SD not enuf ppl.
=.-
so yeah.. back to training on tue bah..
well.. yeah.. train bah..
dun later ppl say i burden to team.

2008-11-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

lets see for today..
hmm.. damn tired..
n went sch half awkae..
reach le all realise lesson postponed to aftn..
n.. all of us rmb only aft reaching SP!!!
=.-
so went club slack b4 going next lesson which last only 20 min..
dumb sia..
den skip next lesson..
99% into SPINNOVEX le!!
=DD
hahas..
den went talks..
n today CADC gt 2 events..
went over to both..
n gt the 1 dollar shirt..lol..
hmm.. den went hm..
heavy thunder rain..
n i was totally soaked..
no bring umbrealla..
n the traffic lights went out at the shi zi lu kou..
thus a chaos.. n i stood there dumbly.. =(
hope wun fall sick..
n hopefully next tus SD friendly dun cancel..
den can have a nice game! =D

2008-11-12T01:03:00.003+08:00

roar.. today we almost win SP sch team..
jus abit more.. 3 more points draw 4 more to win!
today training last min sch team ppl challenge full court match..
-.-
n well.. injured condition i oso cant play well..
hahas.. excuses abit.. =p

2008-11-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

blogin late at nite again..
hmm..
recently work so damn tired..
ytd 11 hrs today 10 hrs..
hmm.. n recently dun is y..
so damn tired..
today solo~ed 5 hrs plus in the super busy kitchen..
den aft tt is help kitchen cant do hawker stall cuz they cant handle..
n guess wat.. they spoilt the printing machine..
jam damn lots of stuff..
makes me damn tired from running here n there..
n so heavy..
sigh..
fell hands trembling at certain points of time even..
sigh.

2008-11-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

hmm.. time to emo abit..
sigh.. i wonder wat happened..
start by fri bah..
morning slp till happy..
cuz... LECTURE CANCEL!!
woots..
no sch!!
but but but..
gt FYP presentation..
so went sch lor..
saw lester victor hanzhong they all at FC4..
really is EEE stud go sch damn lazy dress up..
dress for presentation they tot i jio sum gers.. lol..
den nvm.. go for presentation..
damn nervous..
n waited more den 1hr!!
tmd tio con..
n we there stress lyk shit..
n finally its over!!
1st hurdle over..
cant imagine us walk out of SP CARE den start screaming!! =p
hahas.. den den den..
(tis part for those going "orh orh orrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh" de CADC bballers gang")
den went for my lunch date with ********..
dun let ur noe.. XD dun nid count the ** le.. i random amt de.. wahahah..
den yeah.. aft tt tried bball..
but abit no strength.. =(
so went back sbw earlier..
n bball again..
tis time even worse..
totally no feel..
from dead cant even lay properly till can keep score till..
mentally broke down suddenly..
dunno y. mind n body dun cordinate le..
sigh.
n today had to work 11 hrs!!
omg...
at work..
today went to confront tumilan..
mayb he suay.
at work i keep tahan..
but today think is too tired..
so i jus went up to him le..
n he ask me.. "if u not happy..."
i jus cut say : ya.. i not happy. so unclear.. next time wan u come talk to me urself..
lol..
n yeah.. nw cant slp!! =(
sum1 entertain me pls!!

2008-11-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

its so so so nice to sweat it out!!!!
bball rocks!!!
hmm.. but injuries still hurt..
well.. lets jiayou!!
i must get well soon!!
dun break down pls.. jianliang.. jus few more weeks!!

2008-11-06T08:32:00.002+08:00

Presenting:

CADC bball team 08/09

1 - Victor
2 - HanZhong
3- WeiZhuang
4 - Paul (JJ)
5 - Daryl
6 - Dom
7 - ME! (jianLiang)
8 - JianMing (Y.JIANMING)
9 - Lester
10-Sky (Skyrei)
11 -Darren
12 -Joey
13 -Lawson
14 -Lance

2008-11-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

today hao lei ar!!!
morning go sch is lesson..
den prepare presentation ppt for FYP proj..
den go present to supervisor for advice..
tio arrows etc..
den is slack with jim..
including help proj pull ppl for event..
success rate 100%!!
=DDD
den go to queensway with hanzhong they all to take a jersey b4 match..
den match was so so so late..
EEEC ppl wanted 7pm but they ownself late!!
n the result is.. we won!!! =DDD
but i suffered alot injuries.. too much to name.. lol..
hope intercons can smooth too!!
gd job team cadc..